I have been hurt again and again the beginning of this year and all of last year. From the person I considered closest to me. I kept taking it all in and not doing anything back. And I didn’t realize any of this until just recent. Because I am a positive person. I think maybe it was an accident. Maybe she didn’t mean it. Well accidents can’t happen that often. And if there is no apologies, they did mean it. I am done being mistreated. I have better friends to be with. People who love me for who I am and not for what they used me for. People whom I can actually trust and not have to worry about. People who I love. It’s a new year, and I am going to make sure I am happier this year. Because I am sick of crossing paths with people who only hurt me. I am now going to spend my time with people I know won’t ever do such a thing.
For those who have been there for me, thank you so much for all the help, support, and advice. I love you all.