This song is for Paul. There is not enough time. I have to be going on with my life soon, and he is just starting his. And it’s so sad to have to leave when it seems that it has all just begun. I have been waiting so long to find someone like you, and now that I have finally found you, I need to be going soon. There is not enough time, and I hate that it is because of myself. But I won’t be far. And I will stay close and in touch. So I want this to work out. I want us to work, even though I wont be there all the time anymore. Because you have made me such a different, happier person. I get a good amount of sleep now, I no longer have horrid nightmares, I no longer wake in the middle of the night. I don’t cry when it’s late anymore. I find myself smiling instead, because when I close my eyes, I see your face. When we sort of started off, it was just after a very hard thing in my life. I had just walked out on my former best friend because of many reasons. I really just couldn’t handle all of it anymore. And with that, I alienated myself from all my other close friends to avoid her. Because she still hung around them. Much of my life, being her friend, it was all a lie. A wonderful lie, but a lie nonetheless. And there is no fixing that. So at the time, I was alone, but no longer too angry. I didn’t know where I belonged, and for the first time in my life, I felt that I no longer belonged in this town, and that I wanted desperately to leave. To get away from all the pain of the past. And then you just simply offered me a warm hug. When I needed it most. And from there, I got to know you so well. And slowly, then all at once, I fell for you. And ever since then, every day has been a blessing. And now, I am so incredibly happy. After all that had happened, I thought that I could never trust anyone like I did. Learning that the two closest people to you had been lying to you for a year, and that that it was all a lie, it makes you loose faith in people. And still, I am not sure I can ever be as close to anyone as I was then. But I feel that I can trust you, though, because I know you would never do anything to hurt me, and that, to me, means the world. So thank you for being there when I needed someone most, when the closest people to me were people that I could no longer, would no longer turn to. Thank you for giving me a place, for making me feel that I was not alone. Thank you so much. You are a wonderful person. And you mean the world to me.